Time for honesty & truth for a new beginning pt 2

[phbear316]

EM

Yes, especially today, i would like to be home with the covers over my head. Just a grey and gloomy day to say the least.

I am so scared to do like you did start talking about D, and splitting furnature. I am not at that point yet. I am afaid that if i start saying that it just makes it easier for h to go ahead with D. Even though h does not talk about it, it would be a green light to him to feel like ok, she wants out of this, lets go with it.I don't want to give him that power, or idea. I don't want a divorce. I cannot call his bluff right now, maybe in the future i will be but right now no.

Thanks for your help and support
phbear