Long and Bumpy Road 2be continued...

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Hmmm.....WAS' are their own breed and species thats for sure.

Yesterday he sent some texts saying he enjoyed coming over the night before and liked our talk. I just replied with a short...I did too.

Later in the day he said "Sperm Donor wanting to say hi" I am guessing it was about his comment he made the night before about being demoted to just a sperm donor.

Last night he sent another....It was a pic of the baby during an ultrasound we had awhile back. The text wrote..."I can't wait." I actually didn't get that text for about 45 minutes after he sent it as I was outside.

He then sent one saying he would try and stop by today before he leaves to say goodbye. He is leaving for the weekend to go hang out with his brother whose wife is gone and go hunting...and probably drink and party some.

I was sort of bummed and I can't figure out why. Was it because he knows my kids are leaving for the weekend too with their dad and I am going to be completely alone all weekend? Was it the fear of him and what he possibly will be doing when he is gone? Was it because he seemed so unhappy and missing us Xmas, but really isn't making any effort besides some more text messages to do anything different? I guess its a combonation of all of them.

I did have to laugh yesterday...I was talking with a girlfriend who was at a xmas party the other night and the subject of OW came up in the group. I guess her new nickname is "Homewrecker". Evidently everyone in this conversation was trash talking her about how inappropriate and bad it was that she and H were still talking and she was still pursuing him. They were also trash talking H as well though which is deserved. It was just sort of nice to feel like I am not crazy in thinking this is wrong.