I Was Almost A WAW....Still (Next Thread)

[sandi2]

I don't know Lou why he is the way he is. I think a lot of it was how his parents raised him. I remember they had a lot of junk in their back porch, yard and garage, but I thought it was b/c their were relatives that had come to stay with them until they could get into their own place. I don't know that that had anything to do with it, I just remember it was very crowed and a lot of junk put back.

He got to going to old pawn shops and garage sales and things like that.....I don't know why, but it got to be almost a daily thing. He also went to the little dollar stores in town just kind of looking around. So I see it as something like a bad habit or some type of addiction. Kind of like some women and their shopping addiction, only his stuff is more junk. He doesn't usually buy expensive things....except for that boat that didn't run. (ugh!)

I am really worried now. We have one more day and he has done nothing. He doesn't know what to do about the vehicles. Also, he has done nothing to prepare for filing income taxes or paid the personal taxes. I am trying to leave this all up to him b/c I feel like this is more his "business" than mine since he is in charge of the vehicles and he always takes care of the taxes, etc.

I feel like I am hanging by a thread. I feel humilated and hurt that somebody in our neighorhood would wait until the weekend of Christmas for us to be served with these papers to have seven days to do something about it. I think I know who did it, but I'm not sure. It doesn't really matter who did it.....it's done and we are in a terrible fix now. Don't know where to put the vehicles or what to do about them. My H has to work when a job come available, so he hasn't had time to do anything. I know it is worrying him, but he doesn't talk about it like I have to.

I know this is a small problem compared to what most of you are going through right now. I appreciate your concerned. Sometime I feel like you all are the only friends I have anymore.

I think a friend is somebody you can turn yourself inside out so they can see all the ugly inside of you and yet they still love you and care about you. I have sure let you all see the ugly in me! And for some reason you have stuck by me and I appreciate it so much.

I have been up all night, so I need to go try to sleep a little bit. Take care.