Time for honesty & truth for a new beginning pt 2

[phbear316]

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As far as the goals, he does ask me about my day, so check that one.

H is getting a little better at looking looking into my eyes but not were i would like it to be. but still working on

Doing something fun, has not happened.

I am so trying not to act out of fear, i use the 72 hr rule vs 24-48 hr. I feel i give myself more time to think things out. but never usually say anything to h.

Ok so if h comes home and decides he wants to talk, i am to say no, not now and push off the conversation that may make or break us? What if its a good conversation, and it turns him off and he changes his mind and not for the good? Chance i have to talk, not sure if i am strong enough for that.

sometimes its the little things that can mean a lot.

I will try and keep trying
bear