Just bought a 1 way non-refundable ticket to Dtown

[Hurtin4certain]

Hello all... had a good Christmas with my D. We spent the day at my folks house with my brothers family.

It was kind of sad though, this is the first Christmas in 15 years that my W wasnt with us. My daughter told me she was sad that we werent together as a family.

Oddly, I received a text from W:

Hope you have a Merry Christmas and get everything you asked for! Wishing you and your family a blessed holiday season!


Why does she do that? I dont understand. She knows I am filing for divorce and she is with OM. It feels like she is trying to keep me within arms reach as she sees that Im slipping away.

It's so much easier on me when I dont have to speak to her at all, out of sight out of mind.

On the other hand, I still love her and want my family whole again.. the only way to make that happen one day is to communicate with her when she wants to.

I hope you all had a Merry Christmas! Im praying 2008 will be better for all of us!