I have been analyzing every word of last nights conversation. I always do and have come up with.....nothing. My guess is that he was panicking that I had pulled away so much that he really thought he was not going to be a part of her life. He said its been building but the last 2 days had been tough. I asked why. He said that this is not how he wants his life to be. Xmas you are supposed to be with your family, etc. It took everything I had not to yell....this is all your doing jackass!
I am so scared to let him back in emotionally. I almost need to see proof. I guess go about my GAL and PMA etc. I can't say he was overly affectionate or loving. I just worry this is all for the benefit of the baby and he isn't really invested in our R. How can you tell?
Me: 46 FWS: 36 Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07 Baby Girl born 3/08 Kicked him out because OW: 7/08 5/10 He realized what he had and lost. Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!
