I'm starting to think the next few days are going to be worse than Christmas day. H is taking off the rest of the week. This is great as it is not something he has done in the past. However, I think he wants to be w/ the Ds and not me. He really didn't say last night when I asked him. Said he didn't really have anywhere to take them. Don't know if he meant a place of his own or a fun place like museum or such. Hopefully he will be feeling beter today. Well anyway, I'm on vacation and I usually do take the Ds places. Since he is off, I don't take them places now for a couple of reasons. 1 H is sick. 2 he told me early in the S that he doesn't want to do things as a family but he has continued to. C told me I need to stop asking. I don't want him to think I am avoiding him if I leave him alone with Ds. UGH!
