had a crappy night last night.

W and I got into a discussion after her bf and boyfriend left. this person recently kicked our her husband and divorced him. She has been leading W along the way during this whole deal. thus, I cant stand her. but i was really nice to her and bf last night. I guess a 180 from what they were expecting.

W revealed in discussion that she is serving me D papers next week and will fight for the house and kids. Also admitted after much discussion that she does like this guy at work but nothing has happened between them and she doesnt know how he feels about her. He is married w/ kids and she knows it cant go anywhere. I would love to contact him to end it or I will let his wife know. Guerrilla warfare.

She also said its totally over between us. She doesnt want to be with me anymore and I am just not the person for her. She stated this over and over. She had been drinking a lot.

This is weird..we ended up cuddlying in bed and screwing around a bit. I dont get it. I dont think she was too interested, but I kept rubbing her back for quite awhile, and I believe she enjoyed it.

This morning we opened presents. She was very nice to me. I gave her a very nice necklace. I didnt anticipate she would keep it. Read the note in the box and looked me in the eye and said thank you. She has been wearing it all day. Strange to me. She did give me a hug later and thanked me for all the presents. I honestly think I nailed each one. A couple were from the kids, but I think I did a good job.

So..I'm sort of in a confused state. It seems her feelings are so strongly against me, that we are headed to D. I wish this wasnt the case. But it also seems like events of today and last night that she has some doubts. I wish they were big doubts.


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