H came this morning and we both got D out of bed together. She opened her stocking her bed and then straight to the tree. She had fun and liked her presents. H got me a 1/2 hour massage from a spa (from the kids)...I don't mean to sound ungrateful...but you could spring for the whole friggin' hour??? I did give birth to your child 9 weeks ago!!
Then his Mom & sisters came over. It was nice to see them but I got emotional a few times (I did my best to hide it from H). They left and H stayed to watch the baby while I showered. When he left, I said...,"say hi to your Grandma and everyone for me today". He said, "I'm not going there until tomorrow with D". You know what that means? He's going to spend the day with HER! OMG...he may as well have hit me over the head with a 2X4. Not that I'm surprised...just incredibly hurt. SO SO HURT.
Well...more family is on the way...thank God... J~
M 35 H 29 M 4 yrs T 9 yrs D 3 S born 10/19/07 Bomb 09/10/07 Separated next day OW - broke up and H moved out 09/07/08 Status - still figuring this out
