Long and Bumpy Road 2be continued...

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Merry Christmas everyone! Hope all are keeping those PMA's this year.

It's Xmas morning and my kids just left to be with their dad for the rest of the day. Their dad (my first exh) have a good system. I always have them Xmas eve and he gets them Xmas day. My family celebrates Xmas Eve so it works out good. We alternate who has them for the morning. Its one part of divorce I don't like as I miss my kids, but we work it out ok. When their dad and I divorced my kids were somewhat older so I didn't miss out on too many Santa things.

I was really hoping that this baby I am carrying would not have to endure what my other kids have but it looks like she will have to from day one. I was hoping that I would get to spend a complete holiday with one child and a husband. Not going to be the case and that makes me so sad.

H did send one text last night...hope you and baby sleep well. Gee thanks. Its fricking Xmas! We should be a family like we promised our other kids we would be. We were going to set an example of how married people truly love eachother when we got married. What happened to all of that? I think I am feeling a bit ripped off and resentful this Xmas morning.

I hope everyone has a good holiday and hopefully some will have some positive changes in their sich's....