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[mrarow]

I guess I must have got drunk and screwed everything up here to!!! I am alone and my wife just told me to get the F#$K out of her room and go back down to bed when I went up and asked her what happened last night and why I was still alone. I guess I said some things and I don't even remember what they were! Go figure? I guess this drinking and stress of Christmas is not working well for me. I don't even remember telling her anything negative or going to bed I just remember crying?? I am a mess its Christmas and I feel I have no hope and am so bummed out..this is the worst Christmas I can ever remember!