Just bought a 1 way non-refundable ticket to Dtown

[foo fighter]

H4C,

The next few days are going to be rough for me, it will be the first time in 15 years that my W and I arent spending it together. Even when we separated 2 years ago, we still spent it together.

I know where you are coming from, 19 yrs for me. It is going to be difficult. I will also on get the children for a little while tomorrow. Not being there when they wake up is going to kill me.

But we will survive and have a much better xmas next year.

W has been calling my mom lately worried that I am going to take our daughter. She should be worried, her recent behaviour is appaling. Part of me is sad that she doesnt ask my mom about me though, its like me divorcing her has no effect on her what so ever. Makes me feel like Im really not important to her after all.

Yep. I know, been there done that. You just have to let it go. It sucks, it's hard. I am better than that and deserve better than what she has become. I have hardened to it more.

Ive been sad lately and I know I need to let it go, at least for now.

I am sorry for you. I think I had a panic attack yesterday! However, I feel calm today.

I hope Santa brings everyone something nice this year!

The lottery, something Swedish and blond and something to erase my memory (except for the part about the children).

Thanks again for all your support, without you guys I have no idea where I'd be.

Thanks for yours, the feeling is mutual.

Foo