Well I just stopped by to say Merry Christmas and I hope everyone here is doing well. I have not been around lately. I decided it was time to let go and move on. I honestly have been happier than I have ever been and then.......

H calls last week and says he has messed up and wants to get back together. I must tell you that at this point I am the one saying no. He is coming for Christmas and for the kids I will spend it with him but I just don't think I want my life back like it was anymore. I am truly a better person on my own and honestly my kids are so much more content as well. I have no idea what the future holds but I do know that I have learned something through all of this and that is that I can stand on my own to feet and that I have a right to be happy also.

I hope that all of you have an amazing holiday and hang in there. Love and prayers to you all.

Amy

M 32 H 39
SS 15, SD 12, S11, S9, D7, D6, D4
E/A 02/06 WAS 03/06 RH 05/06
On 07/07 told me he wants to leave again.
On 08/11/07 Walked out again.

People say "When God closes a door he opens a window." They forget to tell you "It is hell in the hallway!"