You're not stupid. You want things to work out, so you believe. There is nothing wrong with believing. I'm sure that when he says he loves you, he means it. I don't know where you go from here. I can't even imagine doing this for a year. It's been 2 months for me and I can't stand it. Did you read my thread. I haven't been the best DB'er lately. Hang in there. Have a really good Christmas. You're going to have a baby soon and that will occupy most of your time, you won't have time to worry about him. Merry Christmas. I'll keep checking on you.


M 5yrs
1st baby-girl born 6/18/08
Bomb: 10/13/07 OW - I was 6wks Prego
H Moved in w/OW: 11/2/07
D Final 07/10
OW had his baby 3/17/09-so her
Me, now - happier than I ever was with him