First off, wanted to say that I hope that everyone has a wonderful Christmas!!!!!
H and I dialogued last night, and talked about moving into a new year, we both said that we will be happy to see the back of this year, H told me he is really happy, and happy to be moving with me into the new year. I told him that I still worry, about the upcoming year, and said that I worry about him, and his will power, he told me he doesn't worry, and that I shouldn't worry either, he handled it really well, and said that he know that his actions and time will help me feel more settled. So it looks like we are going into the new year much better then last year!! So I will believe that we will be ok, and put the rest in gods hands!
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!