Well here we go again. he dropped the bomb this morning. He is just faking it until after X-mas and then he wants our M over. What a bunch of BS this is. I don't know how he can do this. One minute he is all over me and the next he is telling me we're over. We've done this before and he says we end up in the same rutt everytime. So he wants this to be done. I am completely numb. i can't cry and I can't get mad I can't be happy I am just numb. i don't even know what to say to him right now. He is still here and plans on being here until boxing day. I don't know if I can do this. I feel so lost right now. I could use some sort of help here. I don't know what to do. Please someone with any advice, help.
Me:32 H: 34 T: 12 YEARS M: ALMOST 5 S: 8 D: 4 S: 14 (OTHER R) SEPERATED: 03/09/07 (but wanted to work on it) NEW SEPERATION: 27/11/07 (doesn't know what he wants) MOVED HOME 12/01/08 I'm acting as if this blue sky is never going to rain down on me....Sara Evans
