CM... thanks! I would love to sing professionally actually. that was always a dream of mine. The song is professionally done though. It's not one of my own, it's by Amy Grant, a well known christian/pop artist in the U.S. I love the arrangement too, it is really beautiful.

Nikki. thanks!! you know, I think part of the problem is that I'm scared my H won't like something. and I really have justification for that because say for instance I pick out a movie and he didn't like it, he will definitely let me know. I'm trying to remember how it was in the beginning. he probably didn't let me know things because he was courting me. and I was pretty confident back then and didn't care much what people thought. I guess I need to get that back. Because i'm thinking of these ideas, almost also thinking that it's not going to happen. I know that's not what I should be doing.

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Well, we were suppose to go to Wichita yesterday, but they got a blizzard, so we'll probably leave tomorrow. little let down since I'm missing a xmas party today. But there are going to be 3 more to go to when we get there.

Positives for kids... s9 got all his undone assignments turned in except one. So hopefully that will raise his grade. I can't believe how much worse he's doing this year. He went from top of the class in math to the very bottom. and doing just as bad in other classes. So I hope we can fix that problem. okay, guess I should have said positives for kid. not plural. ;\) s3 still driving me crazy.

okay, can't think of much else right now. still have lots to do for trip.

I did make some pretty cool christmas candle holders for the grandparents. I'll have to take a pic, they turned out pretty neat. Tall glasses with a pic of the kids on velum paper taped on the glass, and a christmas ribbon around the top. when you put a candle in it, the light goes thru the velum paper really neat.


Me 33 H 34 S9 S3
M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs)
EA/PA 1/2006
DB 5/2006
H wants D 6/2006
H wants ME 8/2006
H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006
H erased OW off phone! 2/2007

"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."