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[mrarow]

Had great Morning! Cleaned Kitchen and tided up from the kids the night before. Worked out and listened to some great music! Sat with W and had coffee and some good conversation, No R Talk and we also rapped the rest of Christmas presents together. She wants to go shopping together tonight to get all the food for the big Christmas dinner we are going to put on for the Family. I will be helping as much as I can as promised. I never used to help much at these dinners and family events in the past. Had great morning and Evening with D-3 as well, she has been very affectionate. That is so nice right now. She has left for the day to pick up girlfriends to talk and hang out. I even got a goodbye kiss and then asked to back that up if I could give her a nice hug and did, telling her to have asuper day with her friends and to take her time, just keep me posted if she changes plans about us getting the food tonight. I sent her off pretending to being very happy and positive. Seems to be getting easier but I still broke down and cried a bit once she was gone.....missing her but feeling hope and have got it together quickly writing all the positive down on here!