lwb - I know all about the gifts. It hurts a lot. My H hides them now because I told him I want no evidence of ow in my house. No gifts, no calls, nothing..
I also agree about the emptiness of this holiday season. I love Christmas - my very favorite time of year. But, you hit the nail on the head when you said it feels hollow.. It so does..
I try to remember that it's all about my baby right now. No one else matters. Just her..