day by day

[Michael Mc C]

I'm sorry you're feeling this, holidays or not. I couldn't imagine the feeling. W and OM have not exchanged anything (400 miles apart, and they are, for the time being, "done"). There are plenty of other things though that keep trying to bring me down.

She doesn't look at me the same. She's not at all interested in what gifts I got for her. She usually tries to get some hints. She's not at all excited about getting my gifts. She asked for a list and I'm sure she's going to use it like a checklist rather than relying on her own judgement. She walks around moping and pissy.

My feeling at this point is that this is my Christmas. I am going to share my joy with those I love. If any of them don't want a piece of the "action", screw 'em.