Help.. H has lost it!!!!

[LisaLost]

I am so sad- I am just blah- went to church with the kids- then took them back to my mom's I just can't let them see me falling apart. H did call but to tell me he wasn't sure he wanted a divorce but that "I" would have to do alot of changing i.e. not being so distrusting of him Imean after all the man has only had 3 affairs in the last 2 years- I mean really- why should I doubt- then I heard once again the ILYBNILWY speech which is funny b/c just a few weeks ago he was saying how in love with me he was, i try to confront him and he says he is in control of his life and I need to get mine together- can you believe that? he then tells me he is hanging up and I won't be hearing from him again until he is good and ready to talk to me.

WHAT IN THE HECK IS GOING ON IN THEIR MINDS?

Love,Lisa