bear, SG & SO2, Thanks for your kind words. I don't always feel strong or that I'm doing well, but when I read responses like these I realize maybe I'm doing better than I give myself credit for.
S02....I remember feeling exactly the same you do while I was pregnant. The guilt over feeling that way and what it was doing to the baby overwhelmed me. You are right, they are beautiful innocent children who deserve the very best in life. That's where my strength comes from. I may not always have it together...but last night my S was the one who got me through. These little angels are amazing in their own right. Give your belly a little rub from me!! J~
M 35 H 29 M 4 yrs T 9 yrs D 3 S born 10/19/07 Bomb 09/10/07 Separated next day OW - broke up and H moved out 09/07/08 Status - still figuring this out
