Going to get stocking stuffers for 5D...woke up missing WAW. Guess I need to detach more when waking up. Woke up wondering what x-mas eve will be like. I know she and 5D will be out of town today and probably tomorrow doing x-mas. Wonder what's going through her head. No telling. It would be real easy for her to give me hope that x-mas eve. Simply staying to see 5D gifts, any time together would be nice...who knows. Happy with myself and the time 5D and I will have...maybe that will be obvious.