I dont know if she's gotten the papers yet... I have no idea what to expect from her. She could either freak out or say nothing at all.
I still think I need to follow through with the divorce regardless of what happens. I need to show her that I wont settle for a woman torn between 2 men. I also need to prove to myself that Im strong enough to go through with the divorce.
Whatever happens after the divorce remains to be seen... perhaps one day we'll be back together. But here and now, this marriage is dead and it needs to be put to rest. It sucks because I dont want to be divorced, I still love her.
Divorcing her is extremely hard because it goes against the grain for me, even if she is living with OM. Its kinda like getting a shot at the doctors office, you know its going to sting but its for the best.
H4C
Hurtin: 32 WAW: 30 D: 8 Bomb: 10/05 Sep: 12/05 Back together 8/07 Bomb (OM): 11/07 Filed for D (me): 12/07
How are things today (tonight) H4C? Just know you're in our thoughts and prayers. Also know that your strength has alrady been shown time and again here!
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Me: 39/W: 37 D13-D11-S8 M/T 14/20
EA confirmed: 9/13/07 D-Bomb: 9/19/07 OM Gone since 12/18/07 W wants to fix marriage: 3/16/07