Nikki-- Its been next to forever since I dropped in, and I just wanted to catch up. You seem to be doing well, all things considered. Who thought it could ever be this hard? I am so glad that you are doing things for you, though.
My house is 90% decorated (just have some ornaments to put up--its been a bit emotional and I think I am avoiding it). The house smells really good! And we added some new things, like S's lionel train in the living room next to the tree--it looks great :0)
Hope you have a good weekend leading up to the festivities!