I had an unexpected early Christmas present.....one I did not want at all. The postman brought a certified letter from the city stating that we had 7 days from today to get the unused vehicles removed from our yard. There was a picture inside where somebody had taken a snapshot of our back yard. We have a city ordinance about unused vehicles in a homeowner's yard. But, I'm surprised they did not fine us for all the "junk". But this is Saturday and my H is out of town at a funeral, tomorrow is Sunday, then Christams Eve and Christmas Day....that leaves two days. He has them tied up with a bank note as collateral, so we have to keep them. I don't know what we are going to do. I cried my eyes out, but when he came home, I showed the letter to him and he just grinned and threw it over on the table. I tried to talk to him, but he just said, "Well, what was he suppose to do about it?" They we charge $50-$200 a day until it is removed! He asked me what I expected him to do and I told him I expected him to keep our back yard looking like the rest of the neighbors kept theirs looking. So, he fell asleep and is taking a nap!

I need you all to pray for me. I don't want to ruin anyone's Christmas, but, I am about at my wit's end. I told him right before he took his nap, that I was just fed up with all of it. So, that shows how worried he is about any of it.

I wasn't going to come back to the board until after Christmas, but I need the prayers. I'm not feeling in a good place at all. I thought the AD med was going to help there for a few days, but, I have not felt good since those three days. I am about to decide to tell the doctor it's not worth the side effects if it isn't going to help me.


It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!