Thanks you to J's. I knew you were going to tell me that! I kinda started last weekend. It will get done. The trick for me is to realized that it isn't going to cause a change on its own. And, it isn't the room she's rejecting, BUT she isn't going to stop rejecting me with the room like that. I can do that.

Jeanette, what are you doing in my mind? Yes it is a mess. I feel like crap today, don't really know why, but I have gotten a few things done. Paid the tax bill, for one. Kind of important, if mundane. I think I have a handle on the Christmas cards she left, still missing a couple addresses, but I can't make them up, you know? But it hasn't been what I'd call a good day. You guys (using the term really loosely) help a lot, you know!

F1, the teenage sons are great! Both are really busy working now, as the older one is working at Safeway, and the other at See's Candy. The oldest ran tot he post office today to pick up the stuff he got me for my birthday (which was two weeks ago, while he was out in Virginia training). He is so happy to have money of his own, he spent way too much on me! We are slowly working on a model railroad, and he got me a pair of engines and a caboose. Spent about $200 I bet. Best kids in the world! Of course, everyone says that, and they are all right!