Oh girl.. I sooooo know how you are feeling. I have had those conversations w/H. Those scream-fests. The uncontrollable sobbing. I think we hold it in for so long that when there is a spark, the whole thing just ignites.
Mark is right. You cannot control him. Right now, he's going to do what he wants to whether you approve or not. It's taken me a long time to get that into my head. You can control you even though you are still on this horrible roller coaster.. I know that you will pick yourelf back up. You've done it in the past and you will do it again. You are a strong woman.
We are all here for you... Whatever you need.. You are not alone.
Gosh.. they all seem to be "acting up" during the holidays, don't they?
