Hi, I am new to the forum, but I feel I really need to be here. My problems actually began on my honeymoon when my husband told me he feels the need to push me away during ML. However, things didn't get really bad until after my first miscarriage a year later. Many months it was once per month. I complained a lot and things got better for a few months when I got pregnant again. I miscarried again and it has been horrible since. He says it has nothing to do with me and since he doesn't do it on purpose I should be more understanding. I feel trapped, lonely, betrayed, and the anger is just growing and growing. I have told him over and over and over how I feel and even though he treats me great in every other way, I am still angry. I already feel loss over my pregnancies and now I am losing my marriage too. He says he still wants to have kids--don't you need sex for that????