Haven't heard from you in a few days. I had a good day today. Babysat GS at D25's house while D and BF went shopping.Had a great time playing with him. I'd lay on the floor , he'd climb over me run around to the other side and climb over again. Every few times he'd hug me and kiss my ear. Played cars with him and kicked the soccer ball also. D has already asked if I'll coach him in soccer when he's old enough. I fixed their toilet, leak on washing machine, and leak under kitchen sink.
W came home while I was there. I was happy, upbeat and in a great mood. Told her she looked nice, did she do something to her hair? She was friendly and outgoing, not going to read too much into that. Asked if I was invited to Christmas Eve at her sisters house, yes if I wanted to come. Of course she fell asleep while I was there. D19 was singing with GS as loud as she could, W didn't wake up.
Told her kids are coming to the house except S26 and she's invited too. Also said I'm going to make a turkey dinner New Years Day, all the kids will be there and invited her also. Also said after I get back to work all the kids are coming to the house and I'm going to make "Dads world famous pizza", thats what the kids called my pizza when they were young. Their high school friends who had some of it said I should open a pizza joint, it was the best they ever had.
Had to leave for a Christmas party, told W it was so good to see her and I'd like to take her out for dinner after I'm back to work, she agreed. I'm not going to try and read too much into that either. I'd like to talk to her about seeing a C, don't know if I should. Got an article out of readers digest, guy wrote in his W works and comes home and sleeps. Sounds familiar, Doc wrote she needs to see a therapist she is depressed.
Have you heard from H? Are you getting him a gift? I got W a digital picture frame, I'm going to load it with school pics of the kids thru the years, vaca pics, family and grandkids pics. hopefully she might see that all the times weren't bad.
Mike
M 51 W 49 S26 S25 D24 D19 Married 27 yrs T over 30 S 7/12 D-bomb 9/26
