Mark is nice to say he isn't leaving, but he really is. I can feel it.
Journaling: Our final D6 birthday party tonight. H's side came. I did all the cooking and planning and it went over well. Its amazingly sad how detached H was from the whole party. I could see it in his face. He is treading water, lost, lost, lost. You can paint the warm home environment picture, but these WAS's totally reject it. I am so disappointed in him and his choices.
D6's holiday party was today and I saw OW and her H in the parking lot. OW's H waved and yelled "Hey LWB!!", it totally startled OW. I found that quite funny. I smiled and waved back, and said hi to their kids who were hugging my kiddos. OW's H drove separately. While I got a giggle out of OW's H, the whole situation bites. I am starting to really resent her, even though I know she owes me no loyalty. I need to work past these feelings.
