Have I waited too long?

[cat11]

Actually, the Christmas thing is the least of our problems. It's the only holiday we don't spend together and it's important that he spend it with his daughter. My work is such that I have to work Christmas day. You're right about the affair. He always swore to me that even though something happened when we were living together he would never cheat on me now that we're married. I'm just afraid he may feel pushed into a corner. Not wanting to leave me but needing validation. I'm sending him sweet emails from time to time, and we talk daily, but I'm just hoping that will be enough to keep me in his mind until he gets back. I know I can make a go of it this time. Maybe I just realized that this time he really means it. He will leave me if things don't change. I've let things go on for too long. He's 46 and I think he feels like life is going by and he's not happy. I really do think this is my last chance.