Thanks wooglint...got voice mail as I was responding...heart pounding etc...just a friend of mine. Yeah, I am running out of people to talk to...even my sister says after last episode of anger to be done with her. Just can't do that. I think in a goofy way it helps. If I can't talk about her to even family that she does not contact, I can detach easier. She will come back to me, I know she will... Kind of funny in a way, the time that has passed, you know after the BOMB, has given me the strength, courage, and wisdom to know I can. It's like they unknowingly give you what you need.
