I truly don't know- I thought he hit rock bottom before but?

I think I need to be the WAS right now

HELP!!

Me:37
H:38
6 kids
first bomb 8/05 (ow involved)
piecing 7/06
second bomb 3/07 ow involved
wash rinse repeat....
huge move to start over 2/11
more affairs
H left for good 8/12