You are so very spot on here. I am scared of life without him even though I have been w/o before, I am very terrified. I know that I don't need a man- I do know that- I do wonder about having 5 kids but they won't be at home forever. It really hurts that I tried so hard these past 2 years and it has blown up in my face.
I AM VERY SCARED- EMOTIONALLY< FINACIALLY, everyway
Love,Lisa
Me:37 H:38 6 kids first bomb 8/05 (ow involved) piecing 7/06 second bomb 3/07 ow involved wash rinse repeat.... huge move to start over 2/11 more affairs H left for good 8/12
