Thank you B. Things are ok, I guess. I went out with a friend last night wearing the cutest little outfit in hopes of running into him. I didn't, so I called for a "booty call" (instead of the other way around-do something different, do a 180-I rarely intiated). He said he was there and didn't see me either. So I went to spend the night. He said he was really tired and had to go to sleep, because he hasn't been sleeping well for about a month and hasn't been feeling well. Funny things is, when he had his blow up (11/30), he told me that he was sleeping better, didn't have to take his sleeping pills anymore, and that he wasn't feeling sick anymore. When we were dating, he would call me and tell me that he couldn't sleep because I wasn't there with him, and when I was he would have to be touching me (to make sure I was there). I loved that. Last night we each had a hand on each other. Then we got up and went to work, and he gave me a hug and I kissed him goodbye (at least he kissed me back and didn't turn away).
M 29/H32 M 7yrs/1 dog Bomb 10/18 M in apt 11/13/ H in the house 1st now
