I just wanted to stop in and wish everyone here a very Merry Christmas. Journalling, reading or posting, this forum has been very helpful for me.

I know that each of us has different and difficult situations to go through.

Sometimes I feel that (myself and my wife) our position (as a couple) might be desireable. That being the fact we are together.

It has had it's very good moments, but also some very bad ones. It's been a roller coaster ride. I think the grass is greener on the other side of the fence theory applies here.

Today I find myself wondering if this is going to be our last Christmas together.

Anyway despite the ups and downs, I am still determined not to have anyone ruin my holiday fun, or drag me down.

Myself, I feel like I am finally pulling out of a kind of "limbo" mode and really looking seriously at my life goals. Step by step I am going to achieve them, and I am not going to let anyone stand in my way!
That's my new year goal to "limbo" no more ;\)

I hope that the new year brings you all new love and new positives in whatever it is that you seek.

All the best

IS 49 W 47 S 21 D 19 S 16
M 24y Together 31y
EA Mar04-May 06
PA Feb06-Jun06 EA May07
Bomb Dec 28 07

Footfalls echo in the memory, down the passage which we did not take, towards the door we never opened Into the rose-garden.
T. S. Eliot