Long and Bumpy Road 2be continued...

[Startingover2]

Thanks for asking blindsided...you are so sweet.

I am doing ok. Trying to have a PMA. Trying to keep telling myself it will all work out like it should. I was talking with my sister last night and I was telling her how anxious and nervous I was about our discussion coming up. She asked me why I was giving him all the power in this R. I am waiting to hear what he has to say and tell me how its going to be. Why don't I be more assertive? Good point. It still goes back to no OW or alcohol or I don't want you.

Hope your day is better too. Hang in there.