I will probably not be able to post anymore before christmas, perhaps not even the new year.
I would like to wish everyone a wonderful holiday and all the best in the New Year, no matter what the circumstances.
I must say one thing, that I got a tremendous amount of help from emailing directly with a fellow board member and I strongly suggest that if you have the opportunity to find a friend then go full bore into it and do it.
I honestly do not think I would be in this happier space be it not for "limbo" and the probably hundred or so emails we have exchanged. It gave me insight and understanding that my mind would not have been able to deal with.
I will drink a fair number of Christmas Cheers to her,
I am hoping that it will be a better year and that we can move on as a couple and gain a better understanding of who we are and why my W chose an A rather than me, it will still take time, but now I am living with a smile,
