J

Wow you are the answer to my prayers, what useful advice, why didn't i think of that?

Just to let you know, I never text him (only in reply to his, although this week I haven't responded at all to his texts) - and the boys never call him! He sees the boys every morning and he calls them mostly, if they want to call him S1 has all of h's contact numbers written down in a book and he is allowed by H to call anytime he wants, which by the way is not so often now.

I have just sent a one off text to H and outlined the times that suit me for him to call me for the remander of his holiday and then when he gets home.

He has just replied and asked me why i'm being so formal? He's asked me if i've met someone else and if i have then its not a problem??

When i was on the phone to H this morning the cat bit me, I shoved him away and said 'stop it', H must have heard this b/c he's just asked if anyone was in bed with me??? What the hell does he take me for? I'm really upset about what he's just said but more upset that he said 'it's not a problem', what does that mean? does it mean he can feel less guilty if he does have ow or its ok with him b/c he's done with us? Or if there are any positives could it mean that he may be worried that I am apparently moving on?

Any thoughts welcome.

X Eve

I feel really down now.


P/A confirmed 5/03/08

03/08 H said affair over, I dont think it is, h still doesn't want marriage

T: 13
M: 8
D:20 & 17 from Previous M
S: 8 & 4
BS: May 07 ILYBNILWY
S: 13/10/07