I just wrote a huge vent and erased it. Trying to just get that PMA going, she is showing baby steps, but if something doesn't change sooner I'm going to blow. I'm doing all I can from keeping the anger welling up inside me.
She is testing the waters and I get that, so I have to be patient, but it has been a full month of her "chasing" me, and yet she still is hesitant as all get out.
I probably sound a like a girl, but I want to be held, loved and appreciated. Nothing, nothing! All I do is support her and she just takes those heels and walks all over me.
Well I found out I can get W free therapy so long as she is my W, so now she is using that as an excuse to hold off on the D. However, while I'm fine with that, I think I'm going to start dating around, enough so that she sees it, shows and I have a women there. Maybe that will jump start her, let her know that she is losing me not winning me over.
I just don't know what to do anymore, what tactics to use. I know nothing is how I feel.
