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[mrarow]

Grrrrrrr! I am so bummed when W and I talk she is so deflating and negative about our relationship. It is so hard to just sit back and agree with her feelings and not speak out or defend my relationship and our future together. I wish she would stop using it as justification to be having an affair. She has made it very clear I am still being way to pressuring about my feelings and This I MUST STOP!!! I hope I can get a grip on this Cheeseless tunnel. I think I just have to accept its over and quit tiring to make her feel anything and just worry about making me feel better while I wait to see if she ever wakes up and wants me back. I am having a very hard time with the no sex thing as well. That make for pressure conversation every time....
I need my W in so many ways she was my best friend companion and lover all in one! She was and is a part of me and its so hard not to want to just sit and Cry......