IMP - thank you) it is also about wanting to be perfect and the reality to be so far from perfection especially lately when life seems really unmanageable due to emotions having the mind of their own and not cooperating much. i didn't decorate home, and it is not very clean, and the gifts are not wrapped, and-and-and( i want magic to happen and my strength to come back and my spirit soar and-and-and)
me, h - 40+ m-20+ s, d, ss - 20+ s, ow, pa since 04.2007 h back and forth 01.2008 - 05.2008 h decided to be w/ow 05.13.2008 http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1415899&page=1&fpart=1
