He is so guilt ridden about the devestation he caused our family these last 2 + years. He is gone with the van and all his stuff in it- He said I can just figure out a way to make it on my own

and I will

Me:37
H:38
6 kids
first bomb 8/05 (ow involved)
piecing 7/06
second bomb 3/07 ow involved
wash rinse repeat....
huge move to start over 2/11
more affairs
H left for good 8/12