Sorry Southern Girl, this will never be looked back upon by me as a small incident. What I did goes against everything that I believe in. I've shattered Miss IC's trust in me and I've pretty much shattered a trust in myself. I lived with a deep pain from my dad for 20+ years....and I did nothing wrong! I didn't cause that pain. Now look at the pain....and I AM the cause - this will NEVER be small for me and it will NEVER go away.
Cut the melodrama down a bit, dear. I'm hearing from MissIC that you're there for her, and answering her questions as she needs. That's means you're doing the best you can do. That's really all you can do. Beating yourself up takes the focus off her, and for once it is all about her.
