Sorry IC, but I just don't understand what the point was of even telling Mrs IC right now. Maybe I am in the minority here, but if you got tested for the STD's, and it was really a ONS, and you are sure in Yourself that it will never happen again, then why torture your W with that little tidbit. I dunno...
LFL, What's the worse of 2 evils? Torturing your wife with revealing a ONS....or sitting back and watching her torture herself over her anxieties that she thought stemmed from inside her, all the while knowing that it was me that was causing them?
Karen, I don't have a response to your post other than thank you and pretty much everything you said is what I'm trying to do now. I'm not asking anything of Miss IC...I have NO rights to ask anything of her. I'm here for her, I will continue to be here for her and answer whatever questions she may ask...and be prepared to receive the wrath of her anger.
IC, if you're very lucky, this episode will one day be something you both can look back upon, not with joy certainly, but as something that's only a small incident in a whole life together.
Sorry Southern Girl, this will never be looked back upon by me as a small incident. What I did goes against everything that I believe in. I've shattered Miss IC's trust in me and I've pretty much shattered a trust in myself. I lived with a deep pain from my dad for 20+ years....and I did nothing wrong! I didn't cause that pain. Now look at the pain....and I AM the cause - this will NEVER be small for me and it will NEVER go away.
