Long and bumpy road

[Startingover2]

Back to having a bad day. Its that middle stage where you realize that things are not changing and he truly is going another way. That missing me is not happening and he is more involved with OW.

I got a call from a friend who went to her son's xmas program last night. She saw H's daughter playing alot with OW's young son. She also saw OW and H's daughter walking together, but she never saw H. Doesn't mean he wasn't there somewhere. So obviously they are not calling it quits and my absence is not very threatning to him.

Alone and very sad