Bomber, No IC didn't reveal it to me on here. A lot goes on that is not on here. I've found these boards to be a wealth of knowledge and opens our discussions up to other points of view that might not be realized in just our 1 on 1 conversations. At this point in time, I WANT it on here. At some point counseling will and should occur - When I'm ready. Do I want to see IC lynched on here? No! Through all the anger and bitterness, he is still the man I love...now if I can see past that anger and if he can do whatever it is that he needs to do to shine through this anger remains to be seen.
Right now, No..we are not having face to face discussions - MY choice! Right now he is giving me my space and NOT pursuing with any begging and pleading. To his credit, he has been available and very forthcoming with any questions that I have asked. I can tell by his responses to my questions that they are honest....he knows I want the truth and has not been sugar coating things to spare my feelings. As much as the truth hurts...it's necessary for ME to try and move forward. He has owned up to what he has done and is shouldering the blame....Did I play a part in that? I'm not to that point yet...right now it's HIS ACTIONS and nothing else.
