One foot in front of the other....

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So... Im a little nervous today. My mind keeps racing trying to determine what to expect from my W. She will be served here in the next few days. :-(

I still cant believe she willingly chose OM over me, Im not perfect but Ive always been faithful, loyal and willing to do anything for my W. In fact, it was always me watching our D when she was a baby so W could go out drinking with friends. I guess my self esteem is shot because I cant see why she would leave someone like me.