I completely understand u feeling so overwhelmed by it all that you just ignore it for a bit. BTDT. There are ways to deal with your sitch, though, especially if you find someone who can help you think it through, one step at a time.
Do you need help finding reliable help? Just emotional support?
You sure as he!! don't need a poster like me grinding on you... so if I've made you feel worse, I apologize. That was not my intent.
